The Lost Child - Healing from CPTSD

Watch "On Being Silenced By My Narcissistic Mother" on YouTube

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Watch "CPTSD: Is the Freeze Response an Indicator of Early Childhood Trauma?" on YouTube

Jul 19, 2017Poking Holeschild abuse, children of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, denial, depression, dissociation, dysfunctional families, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, The Lost Childlost child

This video was made on May 27th, 2017. I feel like I am stuck in a freeze state sometimes. That is my main response to trauma. I tend to freeze and dissociate by distracting myself or zoning out. When I’m feeling especially triggered I tend to be drawn to my bed and want to […]

On Being Silenced by Narcissistic Mother

Jul 19, 2017Poking Holes3 Commentschildren of narcissistic mothers, CPTSD Recovery, dissociation, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, The Lost Childcomplex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, daughters of narcissistic mothers, developmental delays, Narcissism, narcissistic moms, Narcissistic Personality Disorder

As a young child, I was silenced. Anything that could cause my narcissistic mother to feel bad would invoke a psychotic shriek fest and physical assault, which was enough to traumatize anybody into silence. I became that shy quiet kid that would play quietly with her dolls and try not to make mommy angry. I […]

Watch "CPTSD: Is the Freeze Response an Indicator of Early Childhood Trauma?" on YouTube

Jul 19, 2017Poking Holeschild abuse, children of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, denial, depression, dysfunctional families, lost child, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, The Lost Child, Video

https://youtu.be/PQD4klK4Rvo This video was made on May 27th, 2017. I feel like I am stuck in a freeze state sometimes. That is my main response to trauma. I tend to freeze and dissociate by distracting myself or zoning out. When I’m feeling especially triggered I tend to be drawn to my bed and want […]

On Being Silenced by Narcissistic Mother

Jul 19, 2017Poking Holes3 Commentschildren of narcissistic mothers, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, developmental delays, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic moms, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, The Lost Child

As a young child, I was silenced. Anything that could cause my narcissistic mother to feel bad would invoke a psychotic shriek fest and physical assault, which was enough to traumatize anybody into silence. I became that shy quiet kid that would play quietly with her dolls and try not to make mommy angry. I […]

My Scapegoat Sister – "It isn't just the golden children that become narcissists"

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Growing up, we were close, both in age, and emotionally. We have always been mistaken as twins, and still to this day somebody will call one of us by the other’s name. I noticed things changing when she became a teenager and was drinking a lot and getting into trouble. Contrary to what you hear about […]

Dysfunctional Family Roles: The Lost Child

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I am the lost child of my dysfunctional family. This is an introduction to role of the lost child in a dysfunctional family. Children from dysfunctional families who have been traumatically abused or abandoned develop Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD).